Dazi globali bocciati, ma non scattano i rimborsi automatici
di Antonino Guarino e Benedetto Santacroce
by Paola Roberta Boscolo *
For years I have built my life between study, work, travel and sport. I teach at a university in Milan and work on innovation in the life sciences sector. After so much dedication and perseverance, I thought I had everything under control and could finally start planning for the future. Then, in 2024, came a diagnosis that called everything into question: acute myeloid leukaemia.
To this day I still find it hard to believe, especially since I had no obvious symptoms. It is precisely at times like these that you really understand the value of science and how much the work of doctors and researchers can open up new possibilities, and new life. Despite the complexity, I consider myself very fortunate.
I will never forget that moment. Along with the fear and disbelief, I felt a very strong lucidity. I felt the urgent need to be near the people I love and to say out loud what I had perhaps kept inside for too long. Admission was immediate, but I asked for two days to organise myself and spend some time with my family. I told very few people, I told my closest colleagues, my hairdresser who helped me with a bob cut, and some friends whom I invited for an aperitif that was hard to forget. I asked them to stand by me, I felt I would need their energy and I could not imagine how much support and love I would receive.
Leaving everything behind was very difficult. But in the hospital I found a second family and new ways to relate to the world outside my bubble. It was also a space to stop, look inside myself and understand what really matters. When you find yourself stripped of everything, you talk about yourself with more sincerity and create deep bonds, even with your roommates, nurses and doctors. Relationships that I consider special today.
There is no recipe for coping with all this, and sometimes I still wonder how I managed to live through that period well. I built my own routine: an exercise bike, books, music, drawing, and long lists of everything I wanted to do once I got out. I continued to work in my little room, following students and projects remotely whenever possible. Staying active gave me a lot of strength. I did not want to give up my life: I wanted to live it, if possible, even more intensively.